Being tumbled
I’ve been down in the underworld riding waves of fever and studying resistance.
I’ve been resisting the reality that this is my second flu in the span of 3 months. How can this be? When I worked at Homestyle Midwifery I took off 1/2 a sick day in 16 months.
My mentor friend asks, “Is this a healing crisis?” My mentor teacher tells me to drink warm milk and ghee (something I suggest with clients who are in active kundalini states).
Yesterday I let go and found myself alternating between feeling like a piece of seaweed being tumbled in the ocean and merging with the waves itself. As I simply allowed I was lifted up into the air and bathed in sunshine. The heat felt so good, gentle warmth filled my emptying heart.
Today I feel open, curious, my vision feels sensitive as it adjusts from underground to daylight. I have decided to trust this constant slow. Something is growing here in the almost stillness. I am blessed to be able to stay with it.
Tags: art, gratitude, kundalini, Life Lessons, surrender, trust
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